Abla Naari Ka Pehli Baar
 
Abla Naari Ka Pehli Baar ...
Main ab 43 saal ki hoon, mujhe yaad hai 9 saal pehle, jab ek anjaan phone call ne meri zindagi hi badal di. Us samay main apna business kar rahi thi. Mere pati aur meri love marriage thi. Kuch samay tak hum dono ki khoob banee, lekin kuch samay baad hi jaise humaari grahsti ko kisi ki nazar lag gayee. Mere pati apne kaam me bahaut vyast rehne lage. Wo subeh 10 baje chale jaate aur raat 11 baje wapas aate. Mere liyea jaise unke paas koi samay hi nahi tha. Din nikalte rahe, aur hum dono ke beech ladai jhagde bhi badhne lage.

Ek din main ghar per akeli thi ki, kisi ka mere mobile per call aaya. Baat karne ke baad maine phone kaat diya kyunki, wo galat number tha. Thodi hi der me mujhe usi mobile se ek sms aaya ki, aaj aap itne dukhi kyun ho? Main use nahi jaanti thi, balki wo number maine pehli baar dekha tha. Meri utsukta badhi ki, is insaan ko mere baare me kaise pata laga? Jaanne ke liye maine use wapas phone kiya. Aur poocha ki, tum kaun ho? usne apna naam Ravi bataya, mere poochne per kaun Ravi? Phir uska kehna ki, usse galat number dial ho gaya tha lekin, tumhaari awaaz sunke aisa laga, jaise tum dil hi dil me bahaut pareshaan ho. Main kuch samajh nahi payee aur us Ravi ne sorry kaha, aur phone kaat diya.

Pehli baar mujh abla naari me, ab ek utsukta hoone lagi ki, is Ravi se maine bus thodi der hi baat ki. Aur is Ravi ko mere baare mein ki, main dukhi hoon kaise pata laga? ab meri utsukta badhne lagi, aur maine use sms kar diya. Uska jawaab aaya aur us poore din hum log ek doosre ko sma hi karte rahe, aur ek doosre ke baare mein jaanne lage. Ravi meri hi umar ka tha, kuwara tha, kisi private company mein kaam kar raha tha aur hum dono ek hi shahr ke the.

Hum dono ne ab phone per baat karni shuru ki. Pehli baar mujhe aisa laga jaise koi to hai, jo mujhe samajh sakta hai. Jisse main na mili na dekha aur usne bina dekhe, jaane pechne mere baare me sab kuch jaan liya. Meri utsukta usse milne ki hone lagi. Dekhne me Ravi bura nahi tha. Mujhe wo accha laga, uske baat karne ka tarika mujhe pasand aane laga, baat baat per uska mujhe hasana, mere ander usse milne ki chaah ko aur bhadava de raha tha.

Phir ek din hum dono ne milne ka plan kiya. Din me baarish huayee aur shaam ko mausam suhaavnaa ho gaya. Ravi apne office se beech me hi aa gaya. Use dekte hi mere ander ek gudgudi si hone lagi, uski aankho me ek chamak thi. Plan ke mutabik maine use apni gaadi me liya. Wo mere paas baitha, mujhe sharam aa rahi thi. Aur uska haath mere kandhe per tha. Mere ander ek bijli si kaundh gayee, shayad ye ek aagaas tha us insaan ka, jo dil me ho. Pehli baar mujhe aisa laga jaise, wo mujhe ander se pagal kar raha hai.

Phir hum dono ek pub me gaye, dono ne drink kiya aur ab main uske saath samay bitana chhti thi. Usne gaadi li aur apne ghar ki aur chal pada. Hum dono ko thoda sa sharaab ka saroor tha. Hum uske ghar pahauche, aur usne ander aane ko kaha. Maine mana kiya ki, aaj nahi kisi aur din. Usne kaha shayad tumhe mere per vishvaas nahi hai? Maine jawaab diya aisa nahi hai. Uske kehne par main uske ghar chalee gayee.

Uska ghar dekhne me sundar tha. Sabhi cheeje apni jegah safai se rakkhi thi. Wo kuwara tha, phir bhi apne ghar mein safai rakhta tha. Usne aur sharaab peene ka poocha, jise maine mana kar diya. Usne apna peg banaya aur peene laga. Shaam ke us maahoul mein, jise usne aur rangeen bana diya tha. Kone me halki light jali huayee, light music ne maahol aur rangeen bana diya. Mujhse ruka nahi ja raha tha. Aur ab maine bhi Ravi ke saamne naachna (dance) karna shuru kar diya.

Apni zindagi me pehli baar mujhe aisa ehsaas hua ki, main aaj bahaut khush hoon. Main saroor me thi, lekin aisa mahool, jo Ravi ne tayaar kiya tha shayad maine apni zindagi mein pehli baar dekha tha. Main uske aage peeche, kabhi apni kamar ko uske chehre ke paas laakar, kabhi uski godd mein baithkar use uksaane (seduce) lagi. Maine uske haath apne scarf se peeche baandh diye, aur use aur uksaane lagi. Kabhi uski shirt ka button khol, to kabhi uski jeans ka. Kabhi uski jeans ke ander haath daalkar, to kabhi uski chaati per apne haath fer kar. Mujhe nahi maloom mujhe kya ho raha tha. Lekin main madhosh thi. Mujhe Ravi accha lag raha tha. Beech beech me maine use kiss bhi kiya, aur wo meri aur dekhta raha, use bhi shayad maza aa raha tha.

20-25 minutes kamuki naach (seducing dance) karne ke baad maine Ravi ke haath khol diye. Usne mujhe apni bahoo mein jakad liya aur kiss karne laga. Main apne aap ko nahi rok payee. Aur hum ek doosre ko kaske pakad kar kiss karne lage. Usne mujhe ab apni godd mein utha liya aur apne kamre mein le aaya. Kiss karte karte usne mujhe apne bister per leetaya aur mere uper aake kiss karne laga. Pehli baar mujhe apni zindagi me itna maza aaya.

Hum dono kab jaane ek doosre mein itne magan ho gaye ki, pata hi nahi chala. Us Ravi ke saath ab mere sharirik sambandh (physical relations) ho chuke the. Thodi der mein jab mujhe hosh aaya, to main roone lagi, usne poocha kyu ro rahi ho? Mere kehne per ki, aakhir aaj maine apne pati ko dhokha de di diya. Usne kaha lekin maine koi jabardasti nahi ki thi, wo hum dono ki chaah thi, tabhi hua. Maine apne aap ko sambhala aur apni car se wapas aa gayee. Main raat bhar nahi so payee, aur sochti rahi ki, kya maine kuch galat kiya hai? kya maine apne pati ko dhokha diya hai?

Subeh huyee, maine ek sms Ravi ko kiya aur poocha ki, raat ko usne mere ander to sravit (discharge) nahi kiya tha? kyunki nashe me usne condom (garbh nirodhak) nahi lagaya tha. Usne kaha nahi, usne yoni ke bahr hi sravit kiya tha. Mujhe shaanti padi. Aur ab mujhe apne se ghrana hoone lagi. Maine sab kuch bhulaane ki koshish ki, jisme mujhe kareeb ek mahina laga. Is beech Ravi ke bhi phone aaye lekin, maine usse baat nahi ki. Shayad wo bhi samajh gaya tha.

Mujh abla naari se ek jo paap ho chuka tha, main uska praschit karna chahti thi. Maine apna business band kiya, aur ek acchee grahini ki terah ghar per hi rehkar kaam karna shuru kar diya. Ab main apne pati ki dekhbhaal karti hoon, unke business mein unka haath baatati hoon. Ab hum dono ke beech koi ladai jhagda bhi nahi hoota. Hum dono ab pyar se apni zindagi jee rahe hain. Kyunki main un lamho ko, jisne ek abla naari yaani mujhe, aur meri zindagi ko hi badal diya, bhool jana chahti hoon.


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